"My Peace I Leave With You"

Written by:

Jina Zaki
St. Mary Church
Pompano Beach, FL


One of the most prominent questions in life with all its turmoil and problems is, "How do I feel peace?" It's the one thing everybody seeks for and desires. Yet, peace to the worldly person has a very different meaning and method of attaining than the peace of the spiritual person. Let's take a closer look at how we, as Christians, can have the peace of God and not fall into the trap of the world in order to achieve this state of being.

What the world offers, "The peace of the world," is not really peace at all but pleasure based on outward circumstances. It's easy to feel happy when our worldly circumstances are going well, but this peace is not guaranteed even till tomorrow. What God has to offer is a package that will give us continual joy and fulfillment not based on what happens around us. In the Agpeya Prayer Book in the Third Hour, we invite the Holy Spirit to come into our lives to help and guide us. Through the Holy Spirit, we receive a special kind of peace, which is the one we would like to look at. This is the continual and everlasting peace everyone would like to have.

During the time before the Lord Jesus died and resurrected to Heaven, His disciples were afraid at the thought of being separated from their precious Lord - Jesus Christ. For they had been with someone who had given them everything they needed - love, encouragement, guidance, and so much more. However, He reassured them by telling them, "My peace I leave with you."

This meant that He would give them a certain kind of peace that would be a great consolation to the disciples in this difficult world. This peace has three characteristics. First of all, this peace is of a spiritual nature, not based on the circumstances of this world but based on one's love for God. Secondly, this is the peace of God's abiding presence being with them always, even though He left His Fleshly Form and as the Prince of this world is coming again. Finally, this peace is of an inner knowledge and focus of a future Kingdom with God forever.

The first point I want to discuss is the peace He gives us based on a spiritual nature. Jesus told His disciples that the peace He will give them will be a distinct peace different from what the world gives, in order to feel His true spiritual presence with them at all times. The world may give a person temporary peace based on a pleasurable experience.

For example, a man may feel pleasure at the position he holds in his career or the type of car he drives, and a young woman may feel pleasure going to malls and clothes shopping or going on outings with her friends. However, this is a temporary peace because if the main source of happiness in one's life is such as the one described, then if it is gone or becomes unachievable, the person loses his or her peace and his or her world falls apart.

What the world calls peace is really "worldly happiness" as determined by "worldly circumstances." This is not to say that God does not desire to bless us by giving us good positions or friendships; for He always wants to bless us and provide for us in every area of our lives. However, we have to come to the point in our spiritual lives of really understanding how temporary this life really is and that if our souls find the most pleasure by the things that are in it and the people in it more than God, then we really haven't found Him and His Kingdom in our hearts.

The next question we have in our minds is "How can we desire this spiritual world and the peace of God more than the pleasures of this world when this world is so tempting?"

As Orthodox Christians, we have been baptized and given the Holy Myroun, which symbolizes the Holy Spirit, when we were infants. It is up to us now to live out our Christian walk by having a relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ.

Let's ponder on the reality that the Lord Jesus Christ has so much love for us that He desired to give up His life freely for us. He is someone that is so deserving of us making the time in our lives- through prayer to get to know Him. As a teacher, I always tell my students, "Your mother, father and friends love you very much, but no one loves you the way the Lord Jesus does and would be nailed to a cross for you."

That takes immense love. Take the time to think about this statement. The more we spend time with God, the more He will endow us with the work of the Holy Spirit in our lives. The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of God that always comforts us when we are discouraged, always guides us in God's path for us to make the right decisions, blesses us with answered prayer, and always reassures us that God is with us. This should give us joy to know that we can feel the presence of God all the time within ourselves and need never be frightened about anything.

The more our prayer lives are developed, the more we will feel this working of the Holy Spirit inside ourselves and the more we will desire the spiritual life with the Lord Jesus Christ rather than finding our identity through the pleasures and positions of the world. Also, as we develop our prayer lives, the Holy Spirit will make us more and more like the Lord Jesus Christ and truly be able to feel His Kingdom within, as if the Heavenly Eternity has already begun in our hearts. We must make time each day for prayer and reading the Holy Bible.

If there's something we don't understand, we can always talk to our priest, and if there's an area of our life that we are struggling in, with prayer God will lead us to the right people and resources to help us. Wherever you are, God will meet you at that place in your life and help you. Perhaps there are times you would rather spend with friends or go on outings rather than spending concentrated time in prayer; however, anytime you give up anything of this world for the Lord's sake, you gain so much more than you would have ever imagined.

We serve a God who has a very loving and kind heart and who truly desires to manifest Himself to those who will only give Him some time. You can't feel the joy of someone unless you are truly close to that person. This is the transcending peace of God.

Finally, the peace the Lord gives us is a spiritual knowledge in our heart about the Lord Jesus Christ and His Kingdom. In order to have this peace, we must always be living our lives with Heaven in view. The person, who lives with Heaven in view- serves, gives, encourages, and helps others, as the Lord Jesus did when He was on earth. For when we live our lives focusing our actions toward Heaven, we are investing towards our Eternity.

As His Holiness Pope Shenouda III said, "All man is taking to heaven is his deeds." One cannot experience this peace unless he or she is a true child of the Light and has experienced true freedom from the bonds of the earthly world, which concentrate on getting instead of giving. For unless the Kingdom of God has meaning for you and you're not just living life for the pleasures of this present world, you cannot enjoy God's spiritual inner peace. Unless you are born again of water and the spirit and your actions reflect it, you cannot comprehend or enjoy God's peace because you are still tied to this world.

As humans we get afraid, just as the disciples were when the Lord Jesus Christ was going to leave them. However, His peace was going to be the witness in their hearts that He is always with them. As God's children, let us rest with this same assurance. We have a Lord who truly loves all of us!