Apathy has got the best of me, I run around all day without fruit to see, could it be that there is more to me, more to be, more to see, it's like I'm shackled to a tree, yet I'm totally free? This flips my sanity and wears me down. This heart that I should wear Lord as a crown is tied down - but to nothing, its like an empty town. It's got all the inner workings, but no life abounds, the machinery's in place but its in an empty space, the town is turning gray and its got no taste, a waste, the color's been chased and I've been abased - but by what and to who? Frankly I don't have a clue…

Nah it can't be. I go to church and even serve Sunday school, this aint cool -a cruel joke- but I'm yoked - to what? I feel like Leia chained to Jabba the Hut. I need my Skywalker, the real Skywalker, as in the One who walked through the sky for me, I need Him to show me things that I can't see. I think maybe to restore me. I know I was made to feel more than this, to live life for real and its more than this, I want more than this, more than a daily grind. It's time for a change of pace, a change of mind, I've put it off for so long I've been ground by the grind and become blind. It's time to redefine, time to unresign and remind myself of life as it was meant to be in my Father's embrace.

Yes, it's time. I find that I've gotten so busy I've forgotten how to feel, so many demands my heart's become of steel, I've forgotten how to kneel, how to "be real," how to unseal the seals that I've placed in this life that I've based on protecting me and my space. It's time. I need to restore my base and change up my pace - so I'm coming…I'm coming and I will wait for my Master to take His place, Lord I'm all out of steam and I ask for your grace…